it’s been a while since i’ve posted anything. but i haven’t forgotten about you guys, i’ve just gotten lazier. the european summers aren’t helping it at all. while my country isn’t hit as badly as most of Europe and it’s hovering around 28-ish degrees Celsius and heat isn’t too big of a deal, the fucking humidity is. i feel so sticky and gross to the point i can’t even fucking think. yes it’s that bad. it’s like really REALLY humid and i don’t even live near any sea, or major river or lake. there is a river that flows across my town, but that river barely counts. if it was just a tad bit more shallow it’d be a stream lol.

and you know my about page, saying how i prefer hoodies and long sleeves over everything? yeah, that’s not happening in this weather. and it makes me so sad, because heavy hoodies really are my comfort clothes. but, i can barely breathe in a thin tshirt and shorts, let alone anything else. wearing a hoodie, while probably wouldn’t give me a heatstroke, would definitely give me some heat exhaustion, which can be just as dangerous as a heatstroke. the weather is so stuffy that i can’t even handle sneakers! i go outside in slippers! i’m not one of those people that believe slippers are ONLY the beach wear. if i’m hot, i’m fucking hot and i’ll let my feet out lol.

other than god awful fucking weather not much has been happening in my life. i still struggle finding employment irl, which is great isn’t it? and i’m still kinda wasting time watching youtube vidoes, but i guess that’s fine, if i’m having fun right? i’ve also bee playing league of legends with some friends, an i’m playing some minecraft alone. so that is nice i guess?

even though i usually don’t like super realistic games, i was kinda excited for GTA VI, but my sweet brother in christ no game is worth a hundred motherfucking dabloons, even if it’s a game that comes once every 15 years. the fuck you mean a whole ass benjamin? some people who know what country i am from might argue thats two restaurant visits in the capital. but i’m not from a fucking capital, and my fucking rent is 150 dollars before other bills per month. when you put it into that comparison, the price of the game is not something you can fucking justify. and i know this rent price is no longer realistic neither in my country, nor my specific town, and that we are “lucky” to still have the old price. but since we do, the GTA’s price seems way too crazy.

other than that, i don’t know what else to write. especially with this summer stiffy ass weather, i don’t eve have any inspiration to write, but i didn’t want to leave you guys without anything for this long, its been over a month. i hope at least, you guys find the ways to cool off. this weather is terrible, i hate it so much.